Wednesday 25 April 2007

15 Apr 2007: Falling

i dunno y but i've not been at ease. Ppl around me r hepi n as they say, aku tumpang bahagia je. I try but i cant. wat can i do? i keep fallin n it's hard to get back up each time. it juz keeps gettin harder as deeper i fall. i try to stop but it's almost impossible. it juz keeps pulling me, keeps drawing me down. Tho, i noe it's a bottomless pit. i'll juz fall to nowhere. can someone throw me a line, stop my descent into this meaningless abyss.

weird as it may seem, most times i do not mind this plight i m in. juz waiting for the day, i knock myself against the wall or the inexistent floor. i noe i need to wake up but i juz succumb to this impossible dream. help!

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