dear friends n all who noe me
my phone conked out on me recently n as a result of the repair all data was lost. so i am in the process of rebuilding my phone book.i seek your help to take some time off your busy schedule to sms me your contact number or u can also juz email me.
thanx
Monday 17 March 2008
Saturday 8 March 2008
bad moon rising
it's been a hectic two weeks. my desk is messier than eva. work is piling, so many outstandings still unresolved.
it all started last week wen all of a sudden i lost my mood to work. juz a minor sight n poof, my energy got sapped out of me. there i was walkin along n suddenly the rug got pulled out under me. havent recovered since.
i dono if paranoid is the words to use but dis inferiority that i feel abt myself has risen to greater heights. i feel so incompetent. n it's not abt work. now i use work to bury myself in that penetrable fortress i call my workspace. since i spend almost 3/4 of the day there, no wonder it hit me hard. the motivation juz seeped away.
wat cld i haf done differently? shld i haf different expectations? shld i shelf my dreams? wen the brain is not in control, how do i switch it back on?
n 3 days ago, it got worse. dropped my phone in skl n the screen's gone blank. need ti send it for repair n i haf no time for it. all my contacts r in that phone. sigh.
somebody told me to go for it if it was really wat i wanted. but i haf failed miserably. i tried in vain. i dono wat i wan anymore. let life deal its cards n i juz play the hands that comes my way. knowing my luck, it's a losing battle.
it all started last week wen all of a sudden i lost my mood to work. juz a minor sight n poof, my energy got sapped out of me. there i was walkin along n suddenly the rug got pulled out under me. havent recovered since.
i dono if paranoid is the words to use but dis inferiority that i feel abt myself has risen to greater heights. i feel so incompetent. n it's not abt work. now i use work to bury myself in that penetrable fortress i call my workspace. since i spend almost 3/4 of the day there, no wonder it hit me hard. the motivation juz seeped away.
wat cld i haf done differently? shld i haf different expectations? shld i shelf my dreams? wen the brain is not in control, how do i switch it back on?
n 3 days ago, it got worse. dropped my phone in skl n the screen's gone blank. need ti send it for repair n i haf no time for it. all my contacts r in that phone. sigh.
somebody told me to go for it if it was really wat i wanted. but i haf failed miserably. i tried in vain. i dono wat i wan anymore. let life deal its cards n i juz play the hands that comes my way. knowing my luck, it's a losing battle.
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