playin wif my new toy
took some pics wif my new digital video camera on outing wif Ijjah dear, Amy n Hanis.
took some pics wif my new digital video camera on outing wif Ijjah dear, Amy n Hanis.Wednesday, 27 June 2007
Hmm...posted back to PSS
settling down quite well i suppose
gettin less time to relax
always so busy
so far so good
seeing the students of my classes for the first time dis week.
none haf showed any signs of being major trouble but it stil remains 2b seen.
lost my specs...sigh
muz wait till nx sat...now everyday muz wear contacts n i keep long hours. tired sia my eyes.
settling down quite well i suppose
gettin less time to relax
always so busy
so far so good
seeing the students of my classes for the first time dis week.
none haf showed any signs of being major trouble but it stil remains 2b seen.
lost my specs...sigh
muz wait till nx sat...now everyday muz wear contacts n i keep long hours. tired sia my eyes.
Wednesday, 23 May 2007
No more honeymoon period
Tt's it..the end of my honeymoon period
time to get serious..last day of classes for NIE tdy
i haf the rest of the wk to relax before the real thing begins
28/29 May: Discipline Course
4-15 June: Induction programme for graduating NIE trainees
18 June: Report to PSS
20-22 June: Staff meetings
25th June: Start of term as trained teacher in PSS
gonna be teachin PE n Maths plus extra lower Sec Geog classes
Discipline Comm - prob Level DM for Sec 4/5
NPCC teacher-in-charge
this is the real deal man
on another note, found a quote 2 describe my course of actions in my life
"People mistakenly assume that their thinking is done by their head; it is usally done by the heart which first dictates the conclusion, then commands the head to provide the reasoning that will defend it." Anthony De Mello
time to get serious..last day of classes for NIE tdy
i haf the rest of the wk to relax before the real thing begins
28/29 May: Discipline Course
4-15 June: Induction programme for graduating NIE trainees
18 June: Report to PSS
20-22 June: Staff meetings
25th June: Start of term as trained teacher in PSS
gonna be teachin PE n Maths plus extra lower Sec Geog classes
Discipline Comm - prob Level DM for Sec 4/5
NPCC teacher-in-charge
this is the real deal man
on another note, found a quote 2 describe my course of actions in my life
"People mistakenly assume that their thinking is done by their head; it is usally done by the heart which first dictates the conclusion, then commands the head to provide the reasoning that will defend it." Anthony De Mello
Monday, 21 May 2007
holding the king n ace of spades
had a so-so time last weekend
went to cafe del mar on sat nyt...nice plc but to quite boring otherwise
juz sat ard n talked..the music's not my kinda music
got hungry n sleepy n finally left by 130 am.
haf u eva had the feeling of pure bliss only to be woken up wif a hard slap of reality? i had one of those recently. i had a great time, feelin wonderful, havin the time of my life, but it was only a straight flush when the other side has a royal flush. so wen the cards were shown i was left to rue my luck. n i tell it's no fun. wen ur heart drops all the way to the floor, plus u urself stepping on it, it's no joke. ur whole body juz feels like curling up n hiding under a stone for the rest of ur life.
it's no one's fault but my own. tt's the shitty part. cant push the blame to someone else.
went to lepak last nyt wif my best fren. we got to talkin how our lives had changed over the years n where we'll c ourselves in 10 yrs time. conclusion, we've gotten nowhere. for me, i dunno wat i was too caught up wif in the past that i'm like dis now. i'm turnin 30 soon n for most ppl, life stability should be a given now. yet i'm struggling day to day. i haf no talent to show for. i'm tone deaf so playin music is out of the question. i cant sing for nuts. hmm, mebe for nuts can la..sing to the monkeys n they'll throw me nuts. i cant play any musical instrument. i dun even noe wat i'm good at. if only i'd been more focused in a certain area in the past years from when i was young i myt haf made somthin of myself. mebe a national takraw player. mebe i'd gotten my honours n be in a highly respected engineering post. mebe i'd gotten married n had 3 kids by now. mebe i'd gotten my own house n car..mebe mebe mebe..there's this saying tt goes ard "those who cant do, teach"
ppl say there's always a reason for sumthin happening. i've yet to find the reason for my life. theres juz so many whys ryt now. mebe it's juz my human nature showin itself now. not contented wif the way things are. always wanting more. y more? mebe it's bcoz things r not turning out the way i picture them to b. well, ppl tell me it's no use cryin over spilt milk, juz go milk some more cows but the cows in my ranch r not wat i wan...well mebe some of them r.
these analogy may only mean anythin to some ppl. 9 spades da tutup, tgk camne la eh.
went to cafe del mar on sat nyt...nice plc but to quite boring otherwise
juz sat ard n talked..the music's not my kinda music
got hungry n sleepy n finally left by 130 am.
haf u eva had the feeling of pure bliss only to be woken up wif a hard slap of reality? i had one of those recently. i had a great time, feelin wonderful, havin the time of my life, but it was only a straight flush when the other side has a royal flush. so wen the cards were shown i was left to rue my luck. n i tell it's no fun. wen ur heart drops all the way to the floor, plus u urself stepping on it, it's no joke. ur whole body juz feels like curling up n hiding under a stone for the rest of ur life.
it's no one's fault but my own. tt's the shitty part. cant push the blame to someone else.
went to lepak last nyt wif my best fren. we got to talkin how our lives had changed over the years n where we'll c ourselves in 10 yrs time. conclusion, we've gotten nowhere. for me, i dunno wat i was too caught up wif in the past that i'm like dis now. i'm turnin 30 soon n for most ppl, life stability should be a given now. yet i'm struggling day to day. i haf no talent to show for. i'm tone deaf so playin music is out of the question. i cant sing for nuts. hmm, mebe for nuts can la..sing to the monkeys n they'll throw me nuts. i cant play any musical instrument. i dun even noe wat i'm good at. if only i'd been more focused in a certain area in the past years from when i was young i myt haf made somthin of myself. mebe a national takraw player. mebe i'd gotten my honours n be in a highly respected engineering post. mebe i'd gotten married n had 3 kids by now. mebe i'd gotten my own house n car..mebe mebe mebe..there's this saying tt goes ard "those who cant do, teach"
ppl say there's always a reason for sumthin happening. i've yet to find the reason for my life. theres juz so many whys ryt now. mebe it's juz my human nature showin itself now. not contented wif the way things are. always wanting more. y more? mebe it's bcoz things r not turning out the way i picture them to b. well, ppl tell me it's no use cryin over spilt milk, juz go milk some more cows but the cows in my ranch r not wat i wan...well mebe some of them r.
these analogy may only mean anythin to some ppl. 9 spades da tutup, tgk camne la eh.
Sunday, 13 May 2007
Friday was my last day of practicum...a little sad to leave the skl a little early but hey, i'm posted back there anyways....
now bak to NIE for 2 weeks of classes then 1 week break then 2 more weeks of induction then report to skl liao. sigh, no holiday for me.
well here r some pics i managed to snap
Nadiah n Shi Hua, my fellow practicumees. Good luck in their new skls. Hope to c u gals ard. Thank u for keepin me cmpy in the last ten weeks. will miss u gals.
now bak to NIE for 2 weeks of classes then 1 week break then 2 more weeks of induction then report to skl liao. sigh, no holiday for me.
well here r some pics i managed to snap
Nadiah n Shi Hua, my fellow practicumees. Good luck in their new skls. Hope to c u gals ard. Thank u for keepin me cmpy in the last ten weeks. will miss u gals.
This is Ying Xuan, the bubbly relief teacher. Good luck in NUS. Stay bimbotic, pinkie. hehe.
To Ida n Faz, the lively Malay language relief teachers. Good luck in your future endeavours.
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