Finally

Finally i have some time to regroup and take a back seat. Sports Day is over.
Term 2 was hectic. too many things too little time. I'm juz glad Sports Day went without much controversy nor any major hiccups. I admit i overlooked certain things but they were well covered up by my excellent team. Hope the kids enjoyed themselves and i can safely assume that SD was a success.

A mastercard moment happened tdy. We were dealing with some latecomers and there was this particular boy who is insistent on getting his phone back. We were explaining to him that he can only get his phone back after he has served his detention. Note this boy is about 1.8m tall. pretty big for a 16 yr old. then this 15 yr old 1.6m boy kaypo-ing in our discussion. So the bigger boy was trying to explain that he needed the phone to call his mum. came up with a dozen excuses why he needed to call her. so the smaller boy nonchalantly took out a 10 cent coin and handed it to the bigger boy and said, "here take this, go call your mum". n there we all broke out laughing. priceless.

a friendly request

dear friends n all who noe me
my phone conked out on me recently n as a result of the repair all data was lost. so i am in the process of rebuilding my phone book.i seek your help to take some time off your busy schedule to sms me your contact number or u can also juz email me.
thanx

bad moon rising

it's been a hectic two weeks. my desk is messier than eva. work is piling, so many outstandings still unresolved.
it all started last week wen all of a sudden i lost my mood to work. juz a minor sight n poof, my energy got sapped out of me. there i was walkin along n suddenly the rug got pulled out under me. havent recovered since.
i dono if paranoid is the words to use but dis inferiority that i feel abt myself has risen to greater heights. i feel so incompetent. n it's not abt work. now i use work to bury myself in that penetrable fortress i call my workspace. since i spend almost 3/4 of the day there, no wonder it hit me hard. the motivation juz seeped away.
wat cld i haf done differently? shld i haf different expectations? shld i shelf my dreams? wen the brain is not in control, how do i switch it back on?
n 3 days ago, it got worse. dropped my phone in skl n the screen's gone blank. need ti send it for repair n i haf no time for it. all my contacts r in that phone. sigh.
somebody told me to go for it if it was really wat i wanted. but i haf failed miserably. i tried in vain. i dono wat i wan anymore. let life deal its cards n i juz play the hands that comes my way. knowing my luck, it's a losing battle.

The child

Every first glimpse
feels like a child at recess
rushing up the lawn
greeting the mum he misses

Those emeralds of sight
those pearls of white
I continue to yearn
In heart I listen

Not to own
Burning inside
From distanced zone
smiling wide

Like a morning flower
missing the sun's touch
Trying to reach higher
Alas, only dare watch

Of dozens I love
In love with one
To seal a sin
kept deep within

Aaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!

It's 2.18 am in the morn n i'm freaking pissed. i dunno y but i'm feeling some kinda of emotion tt's not sittin too well wif me.

my work desk is freaking messy (btw i'm at my work desk now), my body is aching all over, my feet are killing me. all dis din bother me till afew minutes ago. juz dis wave of unexplained neurones tingled that prompted dis little burst. only God knows how much restraint i'm controlling not to include expletives here.

so many things happened tdy tt i dunno where to start, so i shan't.

if only......hmmmmmmmm